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NEWS

Heard news from my moms makes my heart gloom...ooo....Alhamdulillah... I'm very happy to hear the news.. I know, my decision is right and He guide me to the best. Soooo....happy. I hope, I can reach my dream...Amin..

No Motivation...

Seems like the clock is moving sooo slow. i am counting on days..i have no motivation at all to stay at that place. it feels like..oh..how i wish i'm no longer in that place. hmm...sooo....crazy this feeling. i feel soo

so many things to think

november 2009 last yesterday. today is first december, the last month of 2009. hmm...time goes so fast. i dunno if i reached my dream or not but so many things had happened and so many things to be thought. today, i have finalized my decision and send it without regret. i feel soooo...relieved. i donno what will happened next but He is there for me...i know there is something out there for me to reached. i hope i am strong enough for the next move.. huhuh...

STRESS TEST

mmm....last tuesday, wednesday n thursday, our group involved in the INATEX but won nothing. quite sad but, we have to admit that the others are much much much better in terms of the project development where ours is quite fundamental. during the expo, there is one participant who produce books on personality err..actually on the stress management for teacher but include the personality test (macam tu la kot..). alhamdulillah...regarding on the stress test, i'm normal. relieved to hear that. hehe

Which Of Allah's Favours Can We Deny - by Zain Bhikha

Which of Allah's favours can we deny?
Above all creatures, he chose us to be high
To him we belong, to hime is our return
Life in this world is only sojourn
To the angels he commanded that man be respected
Shaytaan heeded not and so was he rejected
Compared to the angels we are but clay
As long as Allah we obey, we'll not go astray
As the best of his creation only us did he deem
This for us is honour this high esteem
His qudrat it is that cause winds to blow
He gives us provision so that we may grow

To lead man astray, shaytaan made a vow
None can mislead us if to Allah we bow
It's a task to be free from shaytaan's treachery
Iman is our weapon, it's Allah's mercy

Allah is our creator, he gave us dignity
We face evil each day, in him there is serenity
At the time appointed the world shall perish
Hope for hereafter's success is what we cherish

To show the way he sent prophets to guide
Life may be pleasant, his laws we must abide
Muhammed was the last, rahmatullil-aalameen
Through him Allah sent al-qur'aan al-mubeen

I MISS THAT TIME...

hmm...it is not the matter of losing thing but losing something inside here. inside your heart. the feeling of emptiness, the feeling of loneliness and the feeling of missing... which cannot simply filled by those around you.which can only be filled by spending some times with him...alone, reading all his words, hearing all his words being recite by someone, speak to him in your own way...begging hm to love you, begging him to help you, begging him to give you happiness and calm, motivation, wealth, health, and strength, begging him to also give others surrounding you happiness...i really miss that time...when will it comes again? after sooo many haha gaga...after so many mistakes....i really hope to get the time back

i miss that time...really miss it. miss him sooo much...don't know how and when can i spend time talking to him, reciting all his words with full understanding, i miss him. i really want to be near him telling him again and again that i miss him....hmm...i can't speak anymore. i can only say that i miss him, really miss that time...

pizza in his pocket

he he...last week i heard this song in IKIM and i think this song worth to sahre with everybody especially those who like to eat. I...mmmm...long time before, now i have repent and don't eat much anymore.




...i hope you enjoy the song

Pizza in his pocket
By : Zain Bhikha

Did you ever hear about the boy
Who ate and ate and ate!
He ate early in the morning
And he ate when it was late.

But he didn’t thank Allah for all the yummy food he had
And he ate so much it made him sick!
Which really made him sad.

He ate dates in Damascus, which he thought were very nice.
And hot samoosas in Sumatra, seasoned with a special spice.

He had tacos in Tijuana with some sauce he got from Spain
And a bowl of fresh bakalava that he bartered in Bahrain.

He said gyros made in Cairo are a taste that can’t be beat,
And the lemonade in Yemen made a very special treat.
But the turkey made in Turkey
Could still use a pinch of salt.
If you ever visit Malta, you should
Have a chocolate malt!

He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.
He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.

On a bay in the Bahamas,
He ate bon-bons in a bunch.
And then he rushed back
Home so he could make it
Just in time for lunch!

Then one day he saw a little girl, who held her tummy tight,
And he walked over and asked her if everything was alright.
She said she was so hungry and had been hungry for so long,
Then he realized the way he ate was very very wrong.

He looked down at his own tummy and he started feeling pain-
Pain from eating too much food, but he knew not to complain.
So he brought the girl some food, shared it with her family,
Then they thanked Allah for what they had, and then he let them be.

So let’s try to learn a lesson and let’s try to do what’s right.
Eat the food your parents give you without a fuss or fight.
Always be thankful to Allah for all your yummy food,
Share what you have with others, because not sharing is rude.

Being thankful is what’s really great.
Eat the veggies on your plate.
And don’t be like the boy who always ate and ate and ate!

He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.
He had pizza in his pocket, he had ketchup on his shirt,
And he bought an ice-cream sundae, so he wouldn’t miss dessert.
Being thankful is what’s really great.
Eat the veggies on your plate.
And don’t be like the boy who always ate and ate and ate!

CRAZY FOR SEWING...

for those who like to sew also, here are the sites i like and enjoy most:

http://fizanstore.com/blog/

my.crazyartzone.com/

http://smockingwithnannie.blogspot.com/

SEWING

Hmm...sooo jealous reading others blog especially those who involved in sewing and knitting. Actually, during Ramadhan i will sew our baju for raya, hehe...(almost every year after married i sew my own baju kurung n also for my hubby)n this year i successfully sew mine (2 plus one with manik at the neck)and for my hubby (shown some improvement this year). thanks to my hubby who always encourage me and be by my side and my friend s who taught me to sew. mmm...last week before raya, my mom said that she don't have baju (i thought she already send it to jahit before ramadhan). without any hesitation (hesitatela jg pk pk wether to buy or made it myself) i decide to sew them myself. so, i rush to buy kain (for both my mom n dad. since i made it myself so, i can match the color) n sewn. taraaaa....i think this time i really satisfied with my own work. alhamdulillah.....

long time

hmm....quite a long time i didnt update this blog. what am i going to say? BZ again? nooo....i'm not bz but make myself bz with my own world. our world. me n my hubby. .

hmmm..facebook strike

dah lama rasanya tak menulis disini. nak menulis in BM la since otak dah karat nak tulih omputih (alasan) nak polish lambat la sikit. hmmm...welll....penangan facebook...jumpa balik kengkawan lama masa sekolah asma dulu rasa seronok sangat. tambah pulak diorang mmg suka online dengan facebook jadi selalula dapat bertanya khabar dan tahulah kisah sikit...kekadang sembang-sembang pasal zaman sekolah. hee....rasa back to school again. back to sixteen and seventeen rasanya. lawan game lak tuh. hehe...macam budak2. eh eh...bebudak men game lainla....ni game org tua main...kan?

Sibutramine in Body lift Biodex

Yesterday, in nasi lemak kopi O, they have exposed that Bodylift from Biodex contain CONTRL DRUG which can cause all the simptoms below. The follows are taken from one forum (http://kelabdiet.com/index.php?topic=505.0) posted by syimma. Thanks to her also because yeterday i didn't hear it clearly. Thanks also to nasi lemak kopi O for the info.

All the symptoms are as below:

Psychiatric conditions as bulimia nervosa, anorexia nervosa, serious depression or preexisting mania
Patients with a history of or a predisposition to drug or alcohol abuse
Hypersensitivity to the drug
Patients below 18 years of age
Concomitant treatment with a MAO inhibitor, antidepressant or other centrally active drugs, particularly other anoretics
Hypertension that is not sufficiently controlled (caution in controlled hypertension)
Existing pulmonary hypertension
Existing damage on heart valves, coronary heart disease, congestive heart failure, serious arrhythmias, previous myocardial infarction
Stroke or transient ischemic attack (TIA)
Hyperthyroidism (overactive thyroid gland)
Closed angle glaucoma
Seizure disorders
Enlargement of the prostate gland with urinary retention (relative C.I.)
Pheochromocytoma
Pregnant and lactating women (relative C.I.)


kandungan sibutramine (dalam biodex ada kot tak silap)

Studies are ongoing into reports of sudden death, heart failure, renal failure and gastrointestinal problems

sebenarnya sibutramine ni diambil utk weightloss.. kalu makan ni..takleh amalkan makan lebih dari 100 hari bagi setiap 1 tahun Cheesy kekekeke cam duramine/adipex la..

tapi biodex tak cakap pon ..suruh minum bertahun2.. nanti pengsan kiok..

i ada kawan amik sibutramine.. dier makan 100 hari jer dalam 1 tahun.. sedar tak sedar dah 6 tahun dia makan.. :| hm... dok amalkan petua 100 hari tu la.. pastu dia dah stop laaaaaaaaaaaaama.. dah 6 tahun dah stop.. agaknya la... (tak ingat dulu dia ada cakap) by the way..umo dier 38 cam tu la..

dier aritu sakit la.. doktor kata ada masalah jantung.. doktor tanya dia. makan apa2 pil ke.. dia kata tak ada pon dalam masa terdekat..

doktor tanya dia ada amik weightloss pill tak.. dulu2.. 3-4 tahun lalu ker..

dia kata makan sibutramine..doktor terkejot..jadi kes la..supplier yang bekalkan sibutramine ni.. dier kata sibutramine tu kalu dah makan skali.. buat diet betol... terus stop! jangan dok buat on of on of..setiap tahun depend.. kalu makan ni kena cek ngan doktor selalu.. every 1 month..

malaysia bagus kan, dah tahu ubat ni tak bagus, dia dah ban awal2.. tapi tatau la sapa masokkan..

skali dah masok kat badan.. hm.. mmg boleh rosak badan..even tho dah stop lama..

doktor2 kata..kalu makan ubat2 cam ni.. kena betul2 jaga pemakanan, bukan tak makan sebab amik kesempatan atas tak lalu rasa makan..

Ayah Dan Ibu

Artist: Sudirman





Ayah dan ibu
Itulah permulaan kami
Dapatlah melihat bulan dan
Matahari
Ahai...

Yang dikurniakan dari Ilahi
Ahai...
Ayah dan ibu lah
Mesti dihormati

Ayah dan ibu
Wali dan juga keramat
Pada mereka kita beri hormat
Ahai...
Bagilah tunjuk ajar dan
Nasihat
Supaya hidup
Supaya hidup kita akan selamat

che (father in law)

end of last month i went back to my hubby's hometown. the plan is we will meet with my parents since they will come to kelantan for my cousin's engagement. but, they couldn't make it as my uncle (the first brother of my father) is in critical state. huuu...soo..sadd...i couldn't meet them...

nevertheless, i had a happy holiday there. for the first day i feel a lil bit awkward since my mom in law is in Sarawak looking for my brother in law's wife (biras aku le tuh...tapi xtau apa lam engligh. heee). normally with my mom in law which i call mek (and pa in law (che')) is around so, most of the routines i just help. but since she is not around i was needed to cook. heee...maybe i seldom go back so che' cannot simply let me takeover mek's kitchen. but, after i proved that i can (heee...simple dishes but maybe delicious, is it?) he ask me to cook him acar labu. I never cook that before soo...jeng jeng jeng...i called my mekla...asking on the how to do. heee... ia made it. he eat it but maybe he miss mek so much, so he didn't eat too much. MAYBE...

on the third day which is the last day, i took photos of him and my hubby. and guess what, the next morning before we start our journey back to Johor, during the breakfast, he ask to take his photo. heee...sooo cute i think. i wonder i my hubby will look like hime one day... hehe...

urrrgggghhhh...sooooo......hepi. now I can rest for a while.

NGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.................

at last...

hmmm..i don't wether i should feel happy or not. but i feel free...my mind now feels very relieved. I can think clearer and I don't have to worry anymore bout that guy. untill today, he still don't know what to do. don't even know what his project is. eiiii......so....infuriated.

actually he is not stupid but he need to vhange his attitude (ewahhh...mcm bagus ja komen ttg org) but yes, he need to change his attitude. he cannot depend on other anymore if he want to success in any field. yes we do need others but not relying totally on others. the others existence is more like a catalyst (maybe) to support us, giving idea when we stuck or maybe guide us when we lost...and the MOST IMPORTANT THING IS TO rely on ALLAH. ALLAH is the Great Almighty. He will help those who want to help himself/herself. (hmm..dah jadi penceramah bebas lak kat sini.

'language problem' is not really a problem. it is an excuses. lame excuses. come on laaa... you have been in Malaysia for almost two years, so you should know how to speak (if not in Malay, you are supposed to be better (if not best) in English). But if you don't want to overcome your problem, no one can help you. you will end up with nothing. hmmmm....whatever....

ponin

hmmm....don have idea on the experiment I'm going to do.

WHO IS BEHIND THE QURAN

Hmm...lost spirit and motivasion, I always go to Saifulislam's blog. Reading the articles and trying to understand what is he trying to say (coz sometimes, my mind digest it slowly, so the understanding rate is low. need to read slowly again and again... Waiting for the experiment to finish, i found this article in the blog. old article actually but I think worth to share it.

Who is Behind the Quran?
April 25th, 2008 | by Abu Saif |



“Quran this, Quran that, Quran blah blah..” Things people say about the Quran - it would never end.

Recently, a right-winged politician in Holland, Geert Wilders also wished to talk about the Quran. It manifested as a fitnah to the world, with his aptly titled movie, Fitna.

Those who wish to criticize, bash, defend and safeguard al-Quran would usually miss one important process. The process is agreed upon by everyone who speaks rationally and thinks with a sound mind, regardless of religion. I’m referring to the process of analyzing the authenticity of al-Quran.

In the discipline of history as a branch of social science, the process of analyzing the authenticity of a material has to be carried out first before it could be used as a reference in a research. Is the coin found really genuine, or just a fake? Was the text really written by that scholar, and is it truly the original text?

On the same ground, the process of editing and examining manuscripts requires at least three different copies of the same manuscript, so that comparisons can be made to ascertain the validity of the material being studied.

The point is, before debating or criticizing the Quran, one has to check first whether the Quran is genuine, authentic, or a fake.

It’s a simple logic.

THE MAP BOOK

“Hmm, I have to buy the A-Z London map book – I don’t want to be lost,” Ahmad said at the Heathrow airport. It was his first time in London.

He went to a bookstore to look for a map to guide him in London.

“Hmm.. printed in Bangalore!” Ahmad was surprised.

The glossy, comprehensive and cheap map in his hand is printed in Bangalore. A London map, printed in Bangalore!

“Oh dear, printed in 1985!” Ahmad exclaimed, even more bewildered.

A London map, printed in Bangalore, India, in 1985!

Would Ahmad buy the map to guide him in London? Obviously not. Ahmad has doubts over the authencity of the map. He wouldn’t use it, even if it were given to him for free.

He’s right. We shouldn’t use something with questionable authencity as a guide.

AS FOR THE QURAN

Let’s have a look at the Quran.

It was revealed in the Saudi Arabia.

Masya Allah. Is the Quran relevant to the issues in the Europe or in Malaysia?

The Quran was revealed not in 1985, but more than 1430 years ago!

Allahu Akbar! What would the Quran know about our situation now in 2008 when it has come to existence more than a millennium ago?

How convinced are we on the authenticity of the Quran?




This is the Book; in it is guidance sure, without doubt, to those who fear Allah; [Al-Baqarah 2: 1-2]

The Quran introduced itself as a guide, for people with taqwa. But the catch is, there can be no doubt. Therefore it is a test not only to those who has not or does not believe in the Quran, but also to Muslims who claim to follow the Quran – where does his conviction to the authenticity of the Quran truly lies?

If a Muslim believes that the Quran is the word of Allah, the One and Only God, where is the evidence?

If a non-Muslim wants to refute the Quran, or talk about the Quran, to believe in it or otherwise, what are the reasons? If you choose to believe in it, what are the grounds?

Therefore, we have to actively choose to believe in the Qur’an, and not take it for granted or blindly inherit it. The question is, how do we then determine the authenticity of the Quran?

LANGUAGE

There are numerous ways that we can use to examine the Quran. Is it really the word of Allah, or just written by a human, or what?

To begin with, we can look at the linguistic aspect.

To those who learnt the Arabic language, try to recall our essays during the SRP/PMR period years ago…


“Hadhizi madrasati. Madrasati kabiratun, waasi’atun, mulawwanatun, jamilatun, mahbubatun…!”, congratulations – you’re deserve an A for that level. It could be embarrassing to read our own essays. The fluency of our Arabic language is so low then, as compared the later years that followed. The same applies to other languages.

But look at the Quran. Can we, from the linguistic aspect, differentiate between the ayahs revealed in year 1, and those revealed in year 23? Can we discern any linguistic discrepancies between Iqra’, Bismi Rabbikalladhee khalaq with Idhaa jaa’a nasrullaahi wal fath?

The language of the Quran is highly consistent. No language went through a mature and premature period within the span of 23 years.

Clearly, the consistency of the linguistic aspect of the Quran is impossible to achieve by any human being. No one can use such a high standard of a language as consistently as the Quran. Therefore it doesn’t make sense to attribute the Quran to any man at all, not even the experts of experts in their languages, because the linguistic consistency is above any human being. Verily, it is the language of the Divine. The Quran is not the words of a human. Not that of Muhammad. Truly, it is the God who have spoken in the Quran.

Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’aala.

But of course, to verify the genuineness of the Quran from this angle requires a strong command of the Arabic language.

ASBAB NUZUL (MOTIVE OF REVELATION)

When Aishah radhiyallahu’anha was slandered by the Munafiqs with zina accusation (the story of al-Ifk), Nabi Muhammad S.A.W and the rest of the Muslims lived in anguish. The Munafiqs were quick to spread the false story to defame Ummu al-Mu’mineen, what with the absence of her defense from the Quran. Had the Quran been the work of Muhammad, he would have written something to defend his wife in this time of dire need. But that is not so. When his wife was slandered, he was further tested by the absence of the Quran revelation that could help vindicate her. To a point that Muhammad himself kept looking up to the sky in waiting.

Because the Quran is the word of Allah. His Words. When Aishah was slandered, Allah had tested Muhammad S.A.W, Aishah and the Muslim ummah by ‘withholding’ the wahyu. Until finally Allah absolved Aishah from the slander and she regained her honour when the ayahs of Surah al-Noor (24: 1-26) were revealed.

The event was written in history, how Muhammad had no ability to influence the Quran, even at the most critical moment. He was merely a recipient from the Quran’s true source, that is the God – Allah Subhanu wa Ta’aala.

However, this story would certainly be deemed irrelevant by those who rejects the Muslim literature, in specific the Hadiths of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

THE UNIVERSAL MATHEMATICS

In looking for the truth about the Quran, that it contains the absolute truth, we may need a universal approach. A common language that can be accepted by anyone at all, with the faculty of the mind that differentiates man from animals.

Use mathematics and the probability theory that we all know.

We are aware that one of the many miracles of the Quran, is the presence of amazing scientific facts. So many scientific discoveries that took place this era, are clearly mentioned in the Quran, a text that had existed more than 1000 years ago, at a time when such scientific analysis was beyond man’s capability.

Where does this accurate facts come from then?

“Well… it could just be a lucky guess!” said those who has not or does not believe in the Quran.

Okay, let’s say we accept that the scientific facts in the Quran are lucky guesses, by the so-called ‘author’ Muhammad.

By using the probability theory, is it possible for Muhammad to make all these ‘lucky guesses’ in the Quran?



With a dice, what is the probability for us to get the number “3” in one throw? The answer is one sixth (1/6). Now, what is the probability we would get both number “3” in two consecutive throws? The answer is one sixth multiplied by one sixth which is one over thirty six (1/6 X 1/6 = 1/36).

Use the same theory to analyse scientific facts in the Quran. For example, there is an explanation on the sun and the moon in the Quran. If Muhammad were to take a guess as to whether the moon emits its own light or merely reflect the light emanating from another source, what is the probability for him to make the right pick?

In this case, the probability is one half (1/2). Either the light is from the moon or other source.

This is one scientific fact.

What about the other facts presented in the Quran? The question of whether the earth orbits around the sun, or the other way round, for instance. Or facts about the components that make up a human body. If each of these scientific facts in the Quran were all ‘lucky guesses’ of a man named Muhammad, what is the probability for Muhammad to be right in all his guesses?



1/2 X 1/6 X 1/25 X 1/78…. There’s a thousand scientific facts in the Quran, therefore the probability is 0.00000000007686443547657… but that’s not it, there’s actually more. In other words, it’s IMPOSSIBLE!

Yet, ALL the scientific facts in the Quran are perfectly accurate.

This implied that the Quran comes from one who knows about man and this world VERY WELL. The one who spoke in the Quran, is none other than the Creator of the world and man… the One and Only God, Allah… Allahu Akbar!

The probability theory can definitely be used in search for the conviction of the Quran.



SCIENCE AS A TOOL

I’m writing this article, not with the intention to prove that there is science in the Quran. That is a cliché.

We have to go back to the explanation in the Quran that its entire contents have been revealed as a guide (Huda). Therefore science in the Quran is meant to guide the mankind towards the truth. If science were claimed to be the indicator of truth, then use science to test the Quran.

Verily the biggest question to be answered by anyone who wishes to speak about the Quran is WHO IS IT BEHIND THE QURAN?

Is it really the word of God?

Is it conceivable to say that it is not?

If you found God in your quest for this answer, all your misunderstanding about the meanings of the Quran, is a proof of your own ignorance, rather than the imperfections of the Quran, because it is the word of Allah the Almighty.


Will ye not then understand? [Al-Anbiyaa’ 21 : 10]

don remember where i took this photo. Sorry to the owner.

PUT THE GLASS DOWN!

Alahmdulillah..in order to find solution for the guy, i get this emel from my friend. Thanks to her also for sending this email to me.

A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see and asked the students, 'How much do you think this glass weighs?'

'50 gms!'.... '100 gms!'...... '125 gms' ...... the students answered.

'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?'

'Nothing' the students said.

'Ok! What would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.

'Your arm would begin to ache', said one of the students.

'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?'

'Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress and paralysis and have to go to hospital for sure!' ventured another student; and all the students laughed.

'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?' asked the professor.

'No'

'Then what caused the arm ache and the muscle stress?' The students were puzzled.

'Put the glass down!' said one of the students.

'Exactly!' said the professor. 'Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head and they seem okay. Think of them for a long time and they begin to ache. Hold it even longer and they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything'.

'It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to have trust in Allah (swt) and to 'put them down' at the end of every day before you go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh and strong and can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!'

So, as it becomes time for you to leave office today, Remember friend to 'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY' and have tranquility by putting trust in Almighty Allah (swt).

Holy Quran: "He it is who sent down tranquility into the hearts of the believers that they might have more faith added to their faith".

(48:4) Tranquility is sign of strong faith while worries and stress is
sign of weak faith.

Tell to your mind every day before you go to sleep:

"YAA AYYATUHAN NAFSUL MUTMAINNAH, IRJI'II ILAA RABBIKI RADHIYATAN MARDHIYYAH,FADKHULII FII IBAADII WADKHULII JANNATII". (Al-Fajr 89:27-30)

"O soul that is at rest satisfied. Return to your Lord well-pleased (with Him), well-pleasing (Him). So, enter among My servants, and enter into my Paradise".

By worrying so much, do not turn your life to hell. Good luck.

Difficult man

Last month my boss appointed me to supervised one guy who is doing his dissertation project since I am supervising one undergraduate student (Malaysian) who is also doing the same project. The challenge is...that boy is taking everything in a very complicated and difficult way. So, every time he come to see me, his face is will look like a fiber. "" Hee...i don't know the exact word for serabut (can anybody tell me, tq). mmmmmmmm....can somebody help me on how can i help him? I pity him but I also feel like kicking him.
hmm.....

a credit for me

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...after couple of year i join the group i get credit from my boss. she said i am improving. my performance, my english and my health.

ignore your fear

sometimes, when we need something from our employer, we tend to think negatively. as if they are the big ogre who can eat you, shout at you or..even say something you don't wanna hear BUT that is when you don't even try to ask. maybe it will happen vice versa if we ask it properly. the same goes to my situation. i am applying for one job and i need my boss's recommendation as she is 'someone' in the organisation. bofore i ask her, i thought she will said that "i am not qualified for her recommendation". however, i try to get rid of the negative feeling and ask for it. heee....guess what???? she sign the letter.... alhamdulillah.... i feel soooo happy. hehe...

That's not Hijab

Irritated

I feel very irritated yesterday with an old fat man. he yelled at everybody. said everybody is stupid . who he think he is? sooooo.....good? feel like to curse him but nevermind, someday Allah will punish him for his attitude.

Books

Me and my hubby love to read. Last Saturday we spend a few hours in the bookshop and end up buy just one book but two days before, I already spent so much buying books. One English exercise book, one storybook (I still reading) and one motivation book but I end up giving it to my colleague. So annoying . Fortunately, the other two books is OK. Best, Two thumbs up for the storybooks and cayyokk for me to finish the exercise. Big grin for me

haram police

my husband again

i love my husband very much. i like to talk about him because he is so special to me. so kind and gentle. never raise his voice to me. a very understanding man and can tolerate with me. ohhh........ so...this feeling is so....nice. love you hubby........

well...

so many things happened this two weeks. starting with the car break down last 2 saturday, i have to spent for almost rm500 just to repair the car.

then, for last week, i got a task to drive my boss's daughter to school and her music class. till yesterday. today, I'm quite free, back to my normal routine.

today, i want to start my experiment but no electricity. after waiting for almost three hours, they fix it and we can start working. yesterday, i try to make a new invention for my reactor.
hee....suka sangat buat invention2 ni. macam mac gyver pulak rasanya.

sad news

this morning, my colleague tell me a sad and good news. happy for her but sad and good for me. sad because she won't be in the lab anymore and good because at last she get her job. for almost two years working together, sharing thoughts, food and drinks and happy and bad moments, now she will go to another place. huuuu.......I'll miss her. she didn't go far, just nearby but, the situation won't be the same again. thanks my friend for all the helps and best moments we have shared.......

hmm.....

what will you do if you make a mistake? not a but many mistakes.... hmm....

crazy taking photos

heheh...since i bought a digital camera, i'm crazy of taking photos. i capture anything seems interesting to me especially the clouds. i don't know why but i think, every time i look at the sky, there is undescribable feelings inside me. the feelings of hope, afraid and impressed over His creation. Subhanallah..... see....see...see...