I'm in love again

Yes. I'm in love again. Not with someone but with what i am doing now. I love my job and i want it more..thanks to my hubby for creating this path and giving me opportunity to do so. Thanks to him also to support me whenever i need. Thanks for always be by my side through laugh and tears. I love you.

there are so many things to learn

i don't know how many time i say this but yes, there are so many things to learn. yet, the time is very limited. is it? or it is just an excuse for me? hehe....

MR OSAMA

Started from 30th March, he came to our house and stayed here for about 20 days after trying his best to get a place to stay. We also tried our best to find him a place. Unfortunately, nobody seemed to agree and want him to stay. Trying to be in his shoe, we agreed to let him stay. For the first three days, he is our guest but then he is just someone who stayed with us - meaning that he is one of us.

Having other man which is not your 'mahram' living with you in the same house really tested me, but I thank Him (Allah) very much for creating this opportunity for us to help him and learn that no matter how hard it is, Allah is always there. He never let us alone if we always believed. It is not us that help him but it is Allah's love for him that open our heart to help.

To Osama, it is nice knowing you and your presence here is always welcome. Yes, I admit that sometimes, when there is conflict, the 'bad' side of us will show, but believe us, we really enjoy having you around with all your stories plus your sweet words and romanticity. I want to thank you also cause your presence makes our love (me and Azlan) stronger. Thank you again and sorry if there are any wrongdoings we did that offended you. We have tried to give you the best, and only Allah know how. Thank you thank you thank you....never forget us and pray for us..

Farewell party for him @ Pizza Hut with me, hubby and my niece (Scha)

I AM REALLY TIRED (but i wo't give up)

I feel very tired this two days. Unexpected 'red flag' and unexpected exposure from  her. I can sense that she needs help but i never expected the outcome. I don't know what to say and really can't think clearly. I can only said what is really inside me that i want her to know. I really want her to understand that i never underestimate her. That I always believed that she can. What else can I do if she kept shutting herself? What else can I say if she kept saying that she can't and everything is difficult for her. I love her. We all love her. Ya Allah, please let us help her. Amin..

which of Allah's favour can we deny-Zain Bikha

May Allah bless us

I can't tell how much it hurt inside to see him ignore to pray. I really mad of him for not asking him to pray. I know, we carry our own sin...but what can we answer Him when that day come if we don't even try to make him pray. hmm...i know that i'm not that good but at least i try to. I know i still have sins to repent, to seek for Allah's forgiveness but i also know the importance of spreading His word. May Allah forgive us for this and may He gave us His hidayah and taufiq so we can get nearer to Him. Amin.....

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WHAT ELSE?

what else can we do for you to bring you to normal again? 

what else can we say to make you feel that you are secure? 

what else can we say to make you feel the importance of knowledge? 

we know that deep inside

you want to be someone 

you want to prove them that you can 

you want to show them that you really are somebody 

But nothing will happen if you yourself ignore the feeling 

nothing will happen if you yourself don't want to change 

Please 

let us show you the way 

let us help you to reach your dream 

let us help you to prove them you can 

Please 

let us help you 

cause your life and you are very precious 

so don't waste it toward something that you will regret 

Please 

believe that there is nothing that cannot be cure 

have faith in yourself 

then Allah will show you the way

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah is the only word we can use to express our thank. everything go back to Allah...yes, we may deserve it but only if we do it just because of Allah... am i being too religious? I am but not too extreme. I just like to relate something with what i know. no turning back and no regret is what i carry so far and alhamdulillah...everything seems to smoothly run. alhamdulillah, i'm happy with my life, with my husband in our little house. btw, we are moving by the end of next month to our own house. i'm happy for this. hee..big grin. i don't know what to write actually now but i want to say something. crazy, right. hmm...so many things happened during this two month. with a lil faith, i move forward to be a better person. i know and i believed that Allah is always there for me. He is always there guiding me and never once He left me doing bad things without any reminder. CASH!! is all i get everytime i did something bad. i cut my hand, i fell down, i stumbled on something....bla bla bla.. hmmm....the more i write, the more i show my crazyness. hee...so i better stop NOW!!!!

event for 2012

Though it just one day we enter 2012, there are so many event to attend. These makes me fully occupied this month. Hee...very poyo to say this. Hmm...one of the biggest event is my brother's engagement on this 28th but unfortunately, we also have registered for another event on that same day in JB. I don't want to upset him but i really want to go to this event. It'd been aeon since i learn about this program and now i can afford to go. Sorry my dear brother, I really forgot about this when you ask me yesterday. Actually, the activity starts on this Sunday where i have Final Exam on this 8th Jan followed by Translators' Dialogue on the 14th. Next is sewing lesson with Teacher Asnita on the 21st..hee....very happy to see my time table like this. So...we are supposed to become somebody at the end of this year. Insyaallah...Amin.

WELCOME 2012

hope it's not too late for me to wish everybody happy new year 2012..