hmm...it is not the matter of losing thing but losing something inside here. inside your heart. the feeling of emptiness, the feeling of loneliness and the feeling of missing... which cannot simply filled by those around you.which can only be filled by spending some times with him...alone, reading all his words, hearing all his words being recite by someone, speak to him in your own way...begging hm to love you, begging him to help you, begging him to give you happiness and calm, motivation, wealth, health, and strength, begging him to also give others surrounding you happiness...i really miss that time...when will it comes again? after sooo many haha gaga...after so many mistakes....i really hope to get the time back
i miss that time...really miss it. miss him sooo much...don't know how and when can i spend time talking to him, reciting all his words with full understanding, i miss him. i really want to be near him telling him again and again that i miss him....hmm...i can't speak anymore. i can only say that i miss him, really miss that time...
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