november 2009 last yesterday. today is first december, the last month of 2009. hmm...time goes so fast. i dunno if i reached my dream or not but so many things had happened and so many things to be thought. today, i have finalized my decision and send it without regret. i feel soooo...relieved. i donno what will happened next but He is there for me...i know there is something out there for me to reached. i hope i am strong enough for the next move.. huhuh...
