Love

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It is so hard to wait for something uncertain. We know it but refused to ignore it. Why? Because of love. When we love, we can endure the most painful feeling we have. We are willing to sacrifice, we want to make sure that the love goes well. Sometimes when it goes well, we are the most happiest person in the world. If possible, we want to scream out loud so others may know how happy we are. Sometimes, when the clouds are grey...when everything go wrong and didn't go as we want or plan...it hurt. But that is what and how love is. That is why, we should put our faith to the ultimate lover, to Allah...The Almighty God...so the hurt will not be so big, so we will not be blinded by the L.O.V.E. Some say, love is not blind...because if love blinds, we can't even see the beauty in it. However, love does not mind. That is why, when we fall in love...we never care what others might say because it is us who feel the feelings and it is just us who can see the strengths and weaknesses our love one have. And when we still choose to love the persons in the "package" sent to us, then...it is really the most beautiful and pure love one can have.

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Welcome...

Hmmm...almost or it is one year? I forgot to check when is the last date I post my story here. Nothing much happen...but I am more confident now. Year of confident, perhaps. I am more open...making more friends... virtually or real life. Hmm...and guess what? I fall in love again...and again and again...the love is so intense... so deep to make the fall to crush every bones and not just heart. Hmm..blabbering in the midnight... ok, had nothing much to say. Just I LOVE you. Hee...see tomo

HI

It's been ages i didn't update this blog. Now, I want to try updating this blog everyday because i have so many things to say and share. he..will end this 2016 with memorable moments. and yes..i will list it down before the year ends. Keep it up, Linda. You can.

I'm in love again

Yes. I'm in love again. Not with someone but with what i am doing now. I love my job and i want it more..thanks to my hubby for creating this path and giving me opportunity to do so. Thanks to him also to support me whenever i need. Thanks for always be by my side through laugh and tears. I love you.

there are so many things to learn

i don't know how many time i say this but yes, there are so many things to learn. yet, the time is very limited. is it? or it is just an excuse for me? hehe....

MR OSAMA

Started from 30th March, he came to our house and stayed here for about 20 days after trying his best to get a place to stay. We also tried our best to find him a place. Unfortunately, nobody seemed to agree and want him to stay. Trying to be in his shoe, we agreed to let him stay. For the first three days, he is our guest but then he is just someone who stayed with us - meaning that he is one of us.

Having other man which is not your 'mahram' living with you in the same house really tested me, but I thank Him (Allah) very much for creating this opportunity for us to help him and learn that no matter how hard it is, Allah is always there. He never let us alone if we always believed. It is not us that help him but it is Allah's love for him that open our heart to help.

To Osama, it is nice knowing you and your presence here is always welcome. Yes, I admit that sometimes, when there is conflict, the 'bad' side of us will show, but believe us, we really enjoy having you around with all your stories plus your sweet words and romanticity. I want to thank you also cause your presence makes our love (me and Azlan) stronger. Thank you again and sorry if there are any wrongdoings we did that offended you. We have tried to give you the best, and only Allah know how. Thank you thank you thank you....never forget us and pray for us..

Farewell party for him @ Pizza Hut with me, hubby and my niece (Scha)

I AM REALLY TIRED (but i wo't give up)

I feel very tired this two days. Unexpected 'red flag' and unexpected exposure from  her. I can sense that she needs help but i never expected the outcome. I don't know what to say and really can't think clearly. I can only said what is really inside me that i want her to know. I really want her to understand that i never underestimate her. That I always believed that she can. What else can I do if she kept shutting herself? What else can I say if she kept saying that she can't and everything is difficult for her. I love her. We all love her. Ya Allah, please let us help her. Amin..

which of Allah's favour can we deny-Zain Bikha

May Allah bless us

I can't tell how much it hurt inside to see him ignore to pray. I really mad of him for not asking him to pray. I know, we carry our own sin...but what can we answer Him when that day come if we don't even try to make him pray. hmm...i know that i'm not that good but at least i try to. I know i still have sins to repent, to seek for Allah's forgiveness but i also know the importance of spreading His word. May Allah forgive us for this and may He gave us His hidayah and taufiq so we can get nearer to Him. Amin.....

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WHAT ELSE?

what else can we do for you to bring you to normal again? 

what else can we say to make you feel that you are secure? 

what else can we say to make you feel the importance of knowledge? 

we know that deep inside

you want to be someone 

you want to prove them that you can 

you want to show them that you really are somebody 

But nothing will happen if you yourself ignore the feeling 

nothing will happen if you yourself don't want to change 

Please 

let us show you the way 

let us help you to reach your dream 

let us help you to prove them you can 

Please 

let us help you 

cause your life and you are very precious 

so don't waste it toward something that you will regret 

Please 

believe that there is nothing that cannot be cure 

have faith in yourself 

then Allah will show you the way

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah is the only word we can use to express our thank. everything go back to Allah...yes, we may deserve it but only if we do it just because of Allah... am i being too religious? I am but not too extreme. I just like to relate something with what i know. no turning back and no regret is what i carry so far and alhamdulillah...everything seems to smoothly run. alhamdulillah, i'm happy with my life, with my husband in our little house. btw, we are moving by the end of next month to our own house. i'm happy for this. hee..big grin. i don't know what to write actually now but i want to say something. crazy, right. hmm...so many things happened during this two month. with a lil faith, i move forward to be a better person. i know and i believed that Allah is always there for me. He is always there guiding me and never once He left me doing bad things without any reminder. CASH!! is all i get everytime i did something bad. i cut my hand, i fell down, i stumbled on something....bla bla bla.. hmmm....the more i write, the more i show my crazyness. hee...so i better stop NOW!!!!

event for 2012

Though it just one day we enter 2012, there are so many event to attend. These makes me fully occupied this month. Hee...very poyo to say this. Hmm...one of the biggest event is my brother's engagement on this 28th but unfortunately, we also have registered for another event on that same day in JB. I don't want to upset him but i really want to go to this event. It'd been aeon since i learn about this program and now i can afford to go. Sorry my dear brother, I really forgot about this when you ask me yesterday. Actually, the activity starts on this Sunday where i have Final Exam on this 8th Jan followed by Translators' Dialogue on the 14th. Next is sewing lesson with Teacher Asnita on the 21st..hee....very happy to see my time table like this. So...we are supposed to become somebody at the end of this year. Insyaallah...Amin.

WELCOME 2012

hope it's not too late for me to wish everybody happy new year 2012..

expect the unexpected.....five month

hohoho....almost five month i neglect this blog. i shut myself up from any social networking. there are sooooooo many things to share.

within this five month:
1. involved with an unexpected events..huhu...

2. meet with new friends and.... hehe again....not enemy...

3. register for my next study...

4. my hubby's birthday

5. meet with my SIL to be's family


soooo....be prepared and ...expect the unexpected.

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shut up if you don't know

sometimes it is better to shut your mouth when you don't know and it is good if you can share your knowledge and try to correct it if you have given wrong info.

this morning, one girl ask me which is which and since that is my area, so i tried to give her the answer and correct it when i found out that the answer was wrong. suddenly, there come one drosophila sound "eyeetttttttttttttt yeet yeet"(what sound is that? hehe..) stating that don't asked me Malay, i only know English. hmm...how??

miss them soo much

i miss them so much. i want to cry but i don't find any reason for that except for the missing part. i don't hate 'em. never will i hate peoples i love. i love them, wanna give them happiness if i can. wanna give them everything i have. wanna share everything with them. wanna make and see them happy like us. wanna do everything to them. but they misunderstood me. they don't wanna listen to me. they think i'm not being honest. they have soo many wrong thoughts. i hate it. it'd been almost two month i didn't call them. i didn't talk about them. but now, i feel sooo missing. i miss them so much. what can i do to fix what has happened when they don't want to and how can i help them if they refuse?

frust and happy

a little bit frust yesterday when i didn't reach my expectation and plan but i'm happy too as there's one person out there who always give me support and encourage me to fulfill my dream and interest. i don't want to talk about the frustrating part cause i don't want to make me remember it anymore. so, i'll tell about the happy part ONLY.

actually, the happy part starts last monday. that monday, when waiting for a respond for my apology to my unawareness on the use of one word (due to different culture), the person promise me something that will never cross my mind. too difficult for me to describe it in words as only me and me alone who knows the feeling. the blooming heart makes me feel alive.

first day...

smile....there's always first day or first time to everything. today is my first day working in office after almost two years doing a freelance job. Honestly, I'm more convenience working alone but due to some constrains I have to take this opportunity and work here. My mom and dad are the happiest people to hear this news. Me? I'm happy if they're happy. But deep inside here, i wish that my dream can become true. mmm...seems like i have to work harder and harder to achieve my dream. wish me luck my friend

i'm happy

hehe..it always took me month to write here. always stuck in finding words to describe my feeling. my feeling? no, actually more to what am i going to write. it's not supposed to be my feelings at all. mmm...these few days really meant something to me. yesterday, my hubby bought me a new sewing machine. love it and today I'm going to launch it. hehe...launching....don't know if that is the best word to use. never mind. at least i can share my feeling with everybody (those who read this entry la...hehe). mmm...btw, i get a new job there. my mom really happy to hear this. i know she always pray for me. mak and ayah never stop pray for me and never stop loving me. thanks mom, thanks dad and thanks hubby. you really light my life. i feel so much love. thank you thank you and thank you