rindu

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Dikau dtg lg..
Menyapa segenap sanubari
Dikala sepi mencengkam diri

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Apakah yg dikau cari..
Mengapa sering menghimpit hati

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Tidakku tahu keperluanmu..
Bijak mencuri lakaran perasaanku

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Kesungguhan darimu..
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shut up if you don't know

sometimes it is better to shut your mouth when you don't know and it is good if you can share your knowledge and try to correct it if you have given wrong info.

this morning, one girl ask me which is which and since that is my area, so i tried to give her the answer and correct it when i found out that the answer was wrong. suddenly, there come one drosophila sound "eyeetttttttttttttt yeet yeet"(what sound is that? hehe..) stating that don't asked me Malay, i only know English. hmm...how??

miss them soo much

i miss them so much. i want to cry but i don't find any reason for that except for the missing part. i don't hate 'em. never will i hate peoples i love. i love them, wanna give them happiness if i can. wanna give them everything i have. wanna share everything with them. wanna make and see them happy like us. wanna do everything to them. but they misunderstood me. they don't wanna listen to me. they think i'm not being honest. they have soo many wrong thoughts. i hate it. it'd been almost two month i didn't call them. i didn't talk about them. but now, i feel sooo missing. i miss them so much. what can i do to fix what has happened when they don't want to and how can i help them if they refuse?

frust and happy

a little bit frust yesterday when i didn't reach my expectation and plan but i'm happy too as there's one person out there who always give me support and encourage me to fulfill my dream and interest. i don't want to talk about the frustrating part cause i don't want to make me remember it anymore. so, i'll tell about the happy part ONLY.

actually, the happy part starts last monday. that monday, when waiting for a respond for my apology to my unawareness on the use of one word (due to different culture), the person promise me something that will never cross my mind. too difficult for me to describe it in words as only me and me alone who knows the feeling. the blooming heart makes me feel alive.